![]() “Glad to see you’re safe sister” Neteyam called as he gave me a pat on the shoulder as we enter the home. “(Y/n)! You’re home!” Tuk called as she came barrelling into my legs, earning a small smile from me, I miss the loving look Jake and Neytiri send each other. Sighs of relief are heard when they spotted me hiding behind Jake’s legs, his and Neytiri’s hands intertwined with my own. Jake took me on his Ikran and Neytiri and my own followed closely behind, we soon arrived home to an awaiting Neteyam, Kiri, Lo’ak, Tuk and Spider. “Can we go home now?” I whisper into his dreadlocks exhausted. After a while of Neytiri’s comforting gaze and Jake’s hand running up my spine, I spoke. I was slowly gaining my senses back as I fell into his awaiting embrace. I continued to rock myself and following Jakes breathing as he opened his arms up for a hug. “Don’t be sorry, there is nothing to be sorry for (Y/n)” Neytiri states, her eyes boring concern yet she stayed unmoving, like a rock in a rushing river. “It’s ok baby girl, just breathe” Jake murmurs, rubbing his thumb under my eye taking my tears away and taking in deep breaths urging me to copy. I was hyperventilating at this point as I whimpered out in between breaths. ![]() Hushing noises came from Neytiri as she crawled up beside me and placed a hand on my knee to stop me from kicking. “Hey-hey now” Jake spoke, and he gently pried my fingers out of my hair, his hand engulfing the crown of my skull as I throw my head back into the bark of the tree, his hand protecting my queue. I couldn’t bear the pressure of looking into his eyes, my fingers wound tightly into my braids and harshly tugged, grasping for any sense of relief. “Can I come closer” His eyes boring into mine, making me ball up tighter. “Baby girl…” Jake whispered as he crouched down about an arm’s length away. “GO!” I scream, ashamed that they had to see me like this. In my state of weakness, I failed to hear the landing of Ikran’s and two gasps before I was swarmed in a flash of blue.Ī piercing scream finally broke free making the blurry figures stumble back. My composure slipping through my finger like sand as my head flicked left and right as a stress response, my heels grinding into the rocks as if my soul was trying to escape. My body convulsed as screams clutched at my vocal cords, yet I didn’t let out a sound. I hate feeling like a failure, and I longed to be fit in. With a shaky breath I leant against the trunk of a looming tree and curling myself in a ball, rocking back and forth in a fruitless attempt to quell the ache in my head and heart. My face distorting with the spell of emotion as I reflect. In the centre of the cove is a crystal-clear pond, I pet my Ikran on the nose before sitting by the water’s edge, I gaze at my reflection as tears well up in my eyes. I land in a cove around twenty minutes or so away and dismount. In the depths of my mind, I didn’t see Jake nod to Neytiri as I left the stronghold on my Ikran. A series of self-deprecating thoughts swirled in my mind of how I brought shame to the family and how I was useless. It was a normal morning and I had said my goodbyes as I went off exploring the forests of the Omaticaya. I cried and screamed silently at night as I didn’t want to be even more of a burden to them, well that’s what I thought of myself. I saw the look in my siblings’ eyes and the eyes of my parents, was it embarrassment or pity? I have no idea. I couldn’t handle the bustle of clan life, my composure breaking down at the constant overwhelming stimulation. Why did I feel so foreign in my own mind. I knew I was different than the rest of the Na’vi, I was taken in by the Sully’s as an infant…but I was different. TW: break-downs, panic attack, screaming, self depreciation, minor SH (hair pulling, hitting oneself) No spoilers don’t worry :) This is a vent fic based on my own experiences as an autistic individual! I just had some idea for some smut or fluff.Sully Family x Fem Autistic Dream walker! Reader (Platonic) Word Count: 965 WordsĪ/N | I just watched ATWOW today, and can I just say I cried my eyes out and it was absolutely stunning. Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings.Orphan_account Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Real Person Fiction, Video Blogging RPF
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